wait for me

wait for me
i know i've sinned
i know i cut and sting
like nettle

i feel sucker-punched
by every sweet-look
i don't take it well
my heart trembles
it swells and suffocates
me so i can't say
its stamp is a secret
i the lone collector
of creepy memorabilia

see i fuck around
when my head is fucked
by God's insane show
the spotlight be dim
come slow like sunrise
don't fall like velvet curtains
don't fall like an admonition
an indictment

come like a soft-hearted teaser
but stay fast so i can wrap
ams around you
in a bear hug
rather than a clutch
of desperation
steal slow my love
so i can feel you
so it's not always
felt, felt, felt,
forgotten felt
wait for ME
WAIT for me